算是過期了的confession

I forget what day it was，we were discussing about if I should join the interview of the art company or not. Because I know little about that feild,再加上有點焦慮嗎? 不知怎麼地講到最後我的情緒好激動，反應在那時候我的打字速度真是飛快！隔著螢幕、merely talking through words，actually I wasn't quite sure if you know my upset or not.後來因為覺得自己當下的心情不太適合繼續討論下去，so I went for a shower without announcement.

After half an hour I went back to my seat and continued our conversation again did I know that you had been waited for my response for half an hour! Half an hour!! So long that I made you wait for!!! I guess I didn't express my apologize to you that time...But I am very sure that upon hearing your waiting, I really felt like to hold you deeply in my arms...(很心疼地...)

That night, when I lay on my bed, 我一直慶幸著“還好不用帶著不愉快入睡！”知道嗎... I could feel how hard you tried not to ruin my mood during the following conversation. It is you, the only person who can rescue me from every bad feeling and bad mood. How come you are always so gentle and soft and paitent to me...? That night, I felt I am an asshole><...