This is a very long long journey when you're searching for & waiting for targets. And because you have no idea whhere the end is, you feel very very lonely most of the time and you easily get lost...
You become too lazy to tell anyone how you feel & what you are doing because even though you have already used too much language to explain, hoping there's anybody that could feel the same way you feel; however, more words lead to more discouragement. In the end, you are overwhelmed by being too lost & too depressed.
Thus,you smile but that is not a true smile if you don't tell, then no one knows. Welcome to this lonely holy lost world.
Natalie
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