Everyday,waiting for the response from thousands of e-mail sent. I've trained myself pretty well that even one refusal could make me feel happy for days.
Everyday,the main course for me is to learn very patient. I think I'm thousandly patient than I was.
Everyday, I try to hold a very stable mood toward countless never-replied mails, wondering why people are too busy to reply. But,just sometimes when everything is just being too quite & when I start to feel myself useless, I can not save my mind, only seeing it coldly become lower and lower till death.
I can't save my mind.
Natalie
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